How much I get paid and how poor I still feel.

That I’m in fact NOT dead and she should probably plan for that.

Being a few months from 40 when you were told by all your doctors you won’t make it past 18 has made things very complicated and difficult

it’s worse than you imagined… yes, even worse.

…that my marriage is crumbling. And that I am now atheist (completely separate things BTW).

My 10 years old self would not believe the current state of dating and distrust among people in general. Erich Fromm described it in 1952, but in Europe it arrived much later.

Also the lack of attention caused by smartphone and the almost disappearance of casual conversations on the bus, the train, etc. Sometimes people is afraid of casual conversations with strangers.

Me in 1998 watching ZDTV and playing quake and loving everything about computers and the internet.

Me in 2026 me straggling to even like computers and loathing the internet.

“It’s actually downhill from here lol”

That I actually WILL carry a calculator in my pocket all the time, and use it to talk to people across the world

I hate Obama

There will be rockets that land themselves back on the ground after launching sattelites, but the people that make them are evil.

That I’m alive, on the other hand, that I have probably less than 2 years left to live 🤷‍♂️

none actually , I’m as failure as exactly my parents told me

Just being a rad dude, honestly. My past self would be so stoked

That I didn’t grow up to be a train driver

Oh and gay and married

We all have a Ziggy from Quantum Leap in our pockets.