• wizardbeard@lemmy.dbzer0.comEnglish
    9·
    1 month ago

    I’ve slowly built up the ability to feel accomplishment for some tasks, but it’s still far more fleeting than it seems to be for nuerotypicals.

    It’s mostly spite driven too, which I don’t think is healthy. “Fuck you Microsoft! I’m better!” “Fuck you software vendor! I’m better!”

    • Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
      7·
      1 month ago

      That’s how I excel at work, honestly. One of the few ways I can motivate myself is if I have someone I’m beating in a contest that only I know about.