inevitable as if current conflicts don’t exist.

let them do it. make them the villains to the world.

that’s fucking depressing

neither of these are toxic. i was being a bit humorous with my description. deadly plants don’t come in here at all either so no worries on that.

oh great hah. i’ll look up specific plants cats enjoy munching on then. i was just gonna get some simple PretSmart grass.

it can be! it can also be a simple enjoyment.

haha, i love cats so much they’re so silly and funny. i can imagine Theo reacting the same way.

if the owner of the house would care to remember i’d simply not have these plants lol. i don’t think they’d go for that suggestion either.

thanks for the tip! pretty sure our lawn is treated, unfortunately.

i don’t get to control that, unfortunately. not my house.

edit: so far i’ve checked every plant brought in and have objected stronger to deadlier varieties lol. it’s not that this person doesn’t care… it’s unfortunately a bit complicated.

definitely, i believe it. luckily i mostly teasingly swat at him as he tends to avoid the plants. he had to pester again today though.

planning on getting him some cat grass! nothing as of yet but it’s our next purchase.

right. so… we’re untouchable. that sucks.

why is nothing being done about this? what is the rest of the world cautious about, are we truly untouchable? this is madness.

ah cool. i was certain others came to a similar conclusion but no, never heard of that book or its author. thanks! i’ll check into it first. i’ve enjoyed consuming information about consciousness and neuroscience… just feel this way based on all i’ve learned and even experience.

i don’t believe in free will so i’m not certain we control much of anything. i’ve always thought of myself as the only supervisor in the panopticon that is me. i can observe and understand and process and form connections, but choices are made for me at the subconscious level before i am even aware of them. as the supervisor i can influence the operation of the panopticon but i cannot control it. i obtain information based on experiences and use logic and reasoning to take it apart.

anyway, fuck my dumb brain. that dude sucks.

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i feel normal on THC. i don’t get couched anymore and haven’t for a long time. when i’m high it’s truly a mild psychoactive period and mostly a realignment of my nerves.

i thought i could do this since i stopped taking Ritalin around 10/11. huge mistake, massive lol. i am now in a PHP for psychiatric intervention. i have fucked up oh boy.

lol

we’re gonna destroy this planet for ourselves. i can’t make sense of this or accept it. i am exhausted caring about the future. i think i’m personally done with it. i’m considering disconnecting from politics until i’m face-to-face with the enemy as they haul me away to some sort of “temporary” yet indefinite hold.

i am becoming increasingly unable to function.