Summit. Chose at random

Maybe they’re just trying to normalize it

I should’ve known better

Sitting in my car isn’t a horrible idea I guess I just have car anxiety and that keeps me from driving more.

They are 12, 8, and 7 so they should theoretically be old enough to do something like that. They can be quiet it just depends on how much energy they have it’s a lot better when they’re going to school. We have a different sleep schedule so that definitely doesn’t help. It happens all the time where they yell at each other and hit each other and piss each other off on purpose.

I don’t hate the kids they just push my buttons and don’t treat me like I’m an adult even though I’m 25. I know they’re not responsible for the way I feel and I’m the bigger person it’s just hard when it happens every day and they know I don’t like it.

I’m actually going to visit my mom and my sister in less than a week. It only sounds appealing because maybe I won’t be as stressed but I’ll feel empty. And I do wish I could find a group that treated me and did things with me I’ve never done before. That’s kinda what this was for me at the start.

I used to be on the computer in my room all the time and I’m burned out on it and the internet in general. So I just wish I had people and not things.

At least when I grew up asking questions was seen as rude, especially because I had undiagnosed AuDHD, so I adapted to authority that doesn’t care what you want or think. And to survive you people please. You’re just supposed to get good grades and go to college and follow instructions even if it doesn’t benefit your learning style or abilities. And then you struggle due to big things outside of your control but everyone tells you that it’s because you’re a failure.

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