Cyrus Draegur

Poly-Panro-Ace It/They friendly neighborhood wholesome degenerate abomination from beyond the stars (mostly harmless™). Atomic energy enthusiast. Architecture enjoyer. Mecha appreciator. Sci-Fi reader. Winged caniform bipedal warforged magitech cyber-lich in its dreams.

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Cake day: June 7th, 2025

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  • Cyrus Draegur@lemmy.ziptoADHD memes@lemmy.dbzer0.comI'm not
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    2 months ago

    The call of the void…

    Siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.

    The brain runs predictive models like this as a diagnostic self-check. The fact that you react with disgust and disdain to its hypothetical presentation means you are functioning within operational parameters. Ideally, one might still have sufficient agency and executive function to recognize it’s NOT okay if you DON’T recoil in revulsion from these ideations. Like, when I checked myself into a psych ward 11 years ago after recognizing “Wait, picturing killing myself started feeling GOOD? Uh oh…”



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    2 months ago

    The brain has chemical issues that do stuff against our will.

    When your leg gets a cramp, you aren’t doing that.

    It’s doing stuff that we don’t want.

    We are DESPERATE TO STOP IT, BUT IT STILL HAPPENS, NO MATTER WHAT WE DO.

    Of COURSE it doesn’t feel like it’s us. We exist in spite of the substrate upon which we exist.

    We are no more our brains than we are the dirt our bodies live on–and those who DO believe that soil == personal identity are literally fascists so let’s not even pretend to entertain that fucking bullshit.





  • Cyrus Draegur@lemmy.ziptoADHD memes@lemmy.dbzer0.comFOCUSED
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    5 months ago

    not sure if this is
    getting a craving and not satiating it because ‘i’ll get to it later’ and also ‘oh no the place is closed because i wasted too much time’ and it’ll stick to me for weeks…
    or
    getting a shit ton of the same thing and eating it every day because it’s my favorite thing right now

    but i have been through both.




  • … china is looking better and better all the time :\

    here in the 'states, people always reflexively bark “but you can criticize the government here without being thrown in jail or executed” and yet that statement is becoming shakier and shakier by the DAY. The US government has detained and attempted to disappear legal residents for criticizing the regime, and It’s starting to look terrifyingly possible that they’ll soon do that to full-fledged CITIZENS TOO.

    Man. We are fucking cooked.